Group active since Mon, Dec 20, 2010
After reading some of the comments on other discussion groups I thought it would be a great idea to have a group dedicated to a prayer chain. This group would be an outlet for those in need of support, love and prayers during difficult times in their lives. This way they can come to one place, and other members will have their names and be able to add them to their prayer list. In these troubling and difficult times that we are all facing I think it is needed.
I hate to say this and am quite ashamed but I am truly losing faith in there being any God. I have struggled with my faith since I can remember. I have reached out to people over the years and I keep getting used and abused. I truly will do for others first before myself. My heart feels full when I do and it is not something I ever feel pressured to do. When anyone is down and out or struggling I am the first person there to help and be a support. Recently I have gone through my own personal struggles and guess what - the so called friends who are supposed to be there for you and love and support you when you need it are nowhere. I am crushed - but this is not the first time. It is my life. It has been the same thing my whole life. I truly believed when you do good, good come back but it is not true at all. I have prayed and prayed for God to show me some love and miracles and be there for me when I am falling but no. I have seriously thought of just ending my life because I truly do not see what I am here for. My son and my husband are my whole heart. But how can I keep saying how it is good to help others when I keep getting trampled on? I am so tired it is unexplainable. Exhausted of the fight we call life. I am so sorry to be dumping here but I am reaching out. I have tried attending churches - such hypocrites. Talking about people, not welcoming, etc. I just truly feel God has forsaken me my whole life and I am so saddened. The holidays are approaching and I feel nothing. I am struggling to get through them just for my family but otherwise I could not care a less. I have not donated or helped anyone this year. Why? What for?????? I think it is best to go to work, go home and pull the blinds. I am so tired of the struggles and never any good.
We recently heard via e-mail from my husband Victor's mom - Yvonne - down in AZ. She informed us that younger brother Alex will be leaving after Thanksgiving for NB. Apparently due to work that isn't happening in his field - electrician - he has to go/live else where. He'll be flying home every other weekend. His wife is recovering from major surgery which will be for about 6 more wks. They also have a son - 13 & 16 yr old daughter. It's an over all SAD situation so asking for prayers. God is all POWERFUL HEALER so holding this up to Him & for strength/encouragement - thanks - BLESSINGS - Mary